Me + me + me

O.o dun know wat title i shold put..lol

2006-07-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

kinda happy 2day..hehe, got b'day present from my friends and it's lIverpool Jersey! hehe..looking n finding for it for a long long time, cause kl only has last season, and dun hv the new season...
hmmp, sometimes im thinking wat actually i hv did in my life where i can be proud of..there r..but i still feel it's not enuf and sometimes im searching for the answer...i know as a christian, we should have faith in GOd and the answer is there for us to seek n find out...but as a human, somehow i feel the devil in me is v strong..or i would say, im not really strong in my spiritual life...
i really hope, i would have a normal relationship with my GF, Long distance relationship is not easy, ppl do ask me, y i still wanna choose this relationship...even i know my mum will think that im not mature enuf to think??
i do ask myself abt it...well not to say im "handsome" or wat..but i know if i would want to look for a gf in MElb, it's not really hard..i can just jump in to pub on of the fri,sat and i will easily get a girl ......but i just dun know y, i love my gf so much..i hv try to think tt i might be as wat my parents think.."im not mature yet"..but after i come over to melbourne for abt 1 1/2 years, i still love my gf v much..although there might be conflict and blablbala...but i know deep inside me..i still love her..she is some1 important to me..and i hv promise her that when i go back this year, i would not hide our relationship anymore, cause i feel it's unfair for her, and i would wan every1 to know tt she is my gf! hehe...well, we hv gone through lots of difficulties and lots of stuff where i think it really make our relationship to be more firm..
there are lots of promise that i hv promise her..as we promise to wait for each other to make our "promise" come true..hehe, i love u dear and u r really important in my life...;)

my life recently.......

2006-07-14T23:47:00.000+08:00

well well well....where should i start?it has been a longlong time i really post something abt myself...hehe eem maybe just talk something tt happend recently..well, went for skiing trip with my friends...hehe went up to hotham moutain..i posted some pic on my friendster..go n hv a look...7 of us go..2 guys 5 girls O.o, well im the only 1 that manage to really ski properly as in ski from top till down! hehe..cause im GIDEON ma...haha well maybe im a sports man..so it's easy for me to catch up...well the others just maanage to learn the basic n do give up the 2nd day, cause they r all in pain! haha only me n few of them went for the 2md day ski...enjoy myself..do enjoy better if my gf is with me..hehe..
well......to the sad story...i fail 2 of my sub...sigh~ dun konw y i fail 2 sub...well, just dun wanna talk abt it...i promise myself tt i will work harder this sem, i know i didnt really put much effort on my studies...
u know, i discover wat blogger is good for..it can be a place for us to write out wat we feel or when there is no 1 for us to share our feeling..u know, well i would say my life is ok and i do enjoy here in melb with my friends around and so on...but i feel there is still something missing..and i know i hv been away from God recently..i know wat i should do and how i should do,pray and blbalala but u know when a person r down or just.........they r just in the blur situation....
well maybe i should really surrender myself to God..even friends beside me all r not believer i still know tt im a chritian and i should not be influence..but somehow it will.....
hehe i also dun know wat i talking now,..i feel im "stupid" in studies, everytime when i tell myself i wan to get "D" or "Hd" but i end up passing the sub or just credit..y i cant be like others? sigh~ but i know GOd has something in me and something Good waiting for me in the future...
do u guys believe if i say gideon ng is an emotional guy..i will cry easily..lol..well i am,my mum knows it....hehe, well i think i wanna stop here, cause just feel wan to stop..will blog soon! when my feels come..hehhe,.c ya bloggie...

Im BACK AGAIN! hgahgaa

2006-05-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

Hahahha...Im back in action...well i think no ppl will drop by my blog aedi..hehe
well,i will just crap abt my life...hmp dun know where to start...should i say tt im not so "in fire" as before..maybe because of friends around me r not christian..but im still able to or to say im still awake that im a christian and wat r things i should n i shouldnot do....
well...i would wan tell every1 that i actually hv a gf! yeaH!! I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND! when those who still drop by my blog n wan to know more..can come n ask me la..
hv been keeping this quitely...is because of my parents and balbalaba...but my gf parents have accpeted me..so i think i should..as a guy, be brave to say it out n let my gf to feel i actually do respect her and would wan every1 in the world to know that she is my gf.! hehe..hmmp..wat to say ler..stress as usual for my assignment lo...and ofcause GAMING all the time ! hahahalallala...........
ok la..got nth to say d...anything come ask me la! hehe

FREEE

2005-11-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

well...long long time since my last post..hehe,yea finish exam and 2day is my last day of work...lots of thing happening..and if i gonna tell it out..it oging to be a long long long story..ask me when i go bac malaysia,speaking of going bac malaysia..hahaha is the day tt i've been waiting for YEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
and it will be SOON!!! Hahahha...REALLLLL SOOOONNNNNN
well..i go so many things to talk..but when i think of it..i lazy 2 type la..ahaha
anyway enjoying life now..hehe gaming everyday! Oo yEA~ hahahha

Thanx God for everything..

2005-10-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

well..just bac from work n feel wan to come n post because something happend just now which shock me and i feel i wan to share it out..i saw an accident just now,on my way bac..when i was standing at the road side n waiting for the trafic light to turn green, there is this 1 man..40~over years old la..crossing the road, i think tt time he was in a blurr mode or dun know wat..and he get knock down by a car..i saw tt man fly up the sky and drop down!! tt time every1 scream like mad! and i saw tt man lying on the floor..luckly no blood but i think he kinda serious injurd la..in just 2min ambulans came..and tt time i was thinking, if tt person is me..my life might just gone now...Life is just so weak at times...tt ur life can just be taken away in just another min when u readingm y blog..and sudently ur comp blow up n just die like tt..who knows..i believe and i know everything tt happend there is a purpose and in this time, God wake me up and tell me i should stand up again n live a life where is valuable everyday and even i die tmr..i will hv no regrets...well.,here i pray and really pray tt..the man will be alrite..
my mood now is....dun know la..abit blur and abit blank..tt screen of accident is still fresh in my mind although it's just the 5second shoot...

I'm Back...

2005-09-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

haha..well,welll welll.....since so long my last post..haha
i'm fine n good..just busy with assignment,...10k words !!! dakmmm!!!
but hv been enjoying my life this sem,after i start to work n earn $ haa...lazy to talk much..but just show some of the pic i took..;)

haha..this pic..i;m eating..eerr cake,.wat cake?forgot liao~ hahaha..

well...just a pic~ haha...

this is Korea BBQ ...not bad ler the food and it's something special and nice..;)

haha..the hot pan,,.it's actually look like a pig! hahaa

uuUuuul...my face on smoke!!! hahaha

Nice n Yummy Pork;)

hahhaa..i'm not drunk ok!! dun misunderstand...
hahaa..it;'s just a botal with water...hahaha

this is 1 of the famous chocolate shop in melb, and this 4 choc..cost me Aus 5.60 ($1.40 per 1)

this is mocha..;)nice ritE?haha..taste good!

this is hot chocolate...i dun feel like drinking cause it looks so nice..;)

been took by my friend in the tram..
look like..mau gaduh ni...

stresssss have begin.......

2005-08-27T15:01:00.000+08:00

well as usual, mid semester d, all assignment due n exam~ well, thsi sem is fun n tired for me, enjoy alot with my grops tt i'm working with,cause they r so "pro" cause 4 of them r working wan, and i'm the 1 tt studying full time, and tt day when we having presentation, days b4 tt, we went to 1 of the members office, she working at a law firm~ and she is a opreations manager, and when we went there,the office was SOOOO NICE! and she eventually ordered cookies and some foods for us and the drinks is just all over the table, from juice to soft drink to beer to wine...lolz~
well.. something tt i found interesting n also important from my cousin blog's haha..have a look and guys, must look the the last 1! hhaaha

5 DON'TS when you are sleeping

DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if
you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects
on your health.

DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged.
Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the
phone as far as possible. Scientists have proved that electrical items
including mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used.
These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system.
Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off
first.

DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP
People who sleep with make up might have skin problems in the long run.
Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing
and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go
into deep sleep.

DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than12
hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer.
So go to bed without it.

DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE
You may never wake up again.

making a difference....

2005-08-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

well, i'm in the mood to blog now,well doing some studies on my leadership & management n with some research, and i found something tt intresting, well it's a starfish story,i think they r some of u have heard abt it, well it doesnot matter, i will say it again~
A man seeing a boy on the beach throwing star fish back into the water(sea). he stops and says "why are u doing that?" the boy replies "i'm saving them" and the man says " but there are millions of them, it is poinless!", the boy the replies " BUT IF I SAVE 1 OR 2, I'm MAKING A DIFFERENCE!"
well this is such an easy and straight forward things,which we sometimes did not give it a look, and come to think abt it, it;'s true tt with just 1 or 2, we are making a difference! it's like if we try our best that we just get 1 person accpeted christ (JUST 1 person in ur entire life) we still make a difference and come to think of it, there are ALOT!!ALOT!!! of things happend,our daily life,or nature stuff, if we just put abit more times on it, we;ll see that it actually is so meaningful and God's create the world with such a meaningful ...................
i've learn something tt, sometimes when we sees things, we should now just c the front of it, but we should sees also at the back of it!

Awesome

2005-08-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

hi guys, it;s has been ages since my last post~hjahah,not in the mood of blogging, but just dun know y,feel like wan to post then i come b post~hehe...
well My life has been Awesome,! got my job, and the boss is ok la,~not too bad, get paid Aus10 per hour, = RM30 lolz~hehe...but ofcause here Aus ma,hope i can get wages increase soon~ well, just back from church, i fell so relax when i just worship God, although i am REALLY TIRED! but i cant feel i'm tired during P&W, well i can say tt, i've bring myself to another level of my live, as ofcause there r things tt unwanted happend but i still wan to thanX God tt he bring me here, and i have learn more n seek more of him! yeah! OUR GOD IS AWESOME~

well.. just tell u wat i work as, stand in a stall n sell sweets(lollies), chocolate, NOUGAT!(hand made nougat is so nice!!) dun go n buy the "GB" brand nougat, hv to try to 1 tt my stall sell, and it can only get it in the stall that i am working! haha...there are another part that is sell juice,biskut,(tt is another section where i dun need to help up) and cause our target is to those tourist, and the boss wan us to shoud " hey guys,where u from? Malaysia or S'pore" and babalbala..in diff language! haha...kinda funny, well so far, there r 5 girls working there, 2 full time(20~30 over) they not pretty wan la.. haha..another 3 is part time like me, but work 1~2 years d wan, 1 from hongkong, 1 is vienamist but live in melb since 4, another 1 is malaysian, well,,eerrr the Hk,Vietnam wan still can la~hahah..malaysian wan,ok la~ haha..too bad not my taste~haha...but i notice the stall infront of my stall, there is a girl V pretty!i think she is Aussie la,(dun konw la..) not bad, but i think she 20something wan~ not tt i notice also, the girls also ask me to look at her (imagine girls also feel she is sexy n pretty) ...haha...well if can i try to take a pic of her n show u guys la, haha...well nth much happend now, just trying to finish up my assignment,hope dun need to do last min work again~../

hehe, i got a job

2005-07-30T14:56:00.000+08:00

well, been searching for job these few days, and i didnt really go n ask for it cause i'm abit lazy n dun feel wan to work~haha..but then b4 tt i been to ask around n they wan my resume tt i didnt prepare b4 tt, so i also lazy la,then just out of sudden i prepare my resume yest~ and i printed 15 copy of it! n thinking of 2day go out n look for job in the market meanwhile i also need to go n buy some food, haha...n u knnow wat, i walked around n i found 1 stall tt they wan to employ ppl, and when i approach them they r kinda busy n ask me to go bac later, so i go n buy my stuff n i go bac to the stall, but they still busy, so i walk around la, then just dun know y, i approach 1 of the stall to ask whethere they wan to employ any part time job,(they didnt put any notice tt they wan any one..) and when i approach the boss, the boss say yes., he wan to look for someone, and ask for my resume! and eventually he is the first 1 tt i hand in my resume to, and i got the job! hahaha...(aih~ if i know then no need print 15 copy of it la! hahaha)...well, tt stall also got pretty girls la,tt's y i apporach to ask c i can get the job ornot~hahah...now i got it~ well the pay is ok la~ Aus13 per hour but after tax is about Aus11 = Rm33 per hour! hahaha...well looking forward to it n hope everything is fine~the boss kinda friendly also~ well..tt's all for now,will post abt the bosss n the girls there when i start my work on tues,~ hahah...

=.=

2005-07-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

well..dun know wat to blog, no mood to blog~
but show u guys some intresting stuff tt i forgot 2 show u guys..

this pic i took it at 1 of the shop in adelaide~haha...

went over to Elephant Walk for dessert. where they use the chinese "dead people's money" (yam see zi) to place under the glass for decoration

did we treasure wat we have?

2005-07-17T01:53:00.000+08:00

well, suddently feel like wan to blog, after watching a movie, well i dun konw should i say i'm too childish to think so or wat...but i find tt wat the movie show is true, sometimes in a relationship, did we really treasure wat we have? did we really treasure each other well, there is this couple tt realy love each other, but just because of 1 small misunderstand..just a small mistake, both of them cant did not get 2gether n i feel it's really a waste.,. i dun know should i put this into our live although it's just a movie, but sometimes when it relate to out life, i feel when we r in a relationship, we should treasure each other, sometimes ofcause there will be some quarel but y dun we cool ourself down n solve the prob...n ofcause i will always remind myself abt this in my relationship in the future! hehe..

well, pass few days, is just normal for me, class started 1 week but nth much happend, but i know next week onwards i will start to stress...well dun konw y, my spiritual life is down n i hope u guys can keep me in prayer, i just dun feel tt fire up as before,...

lololololol

2005-07-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

hhheeh, yeah~ i pass all my sub!! hehe, kinda happy! well promise to post something happend during my hols, will actualy kinda lots of thing to post,
well spend alot $$$$ and i spend out of the amount tt i allow to use! aih~ kesian me,hv to eat indo mee this few months! haha...
well, kinda fun when having hols in adelaide! but there is 1 thing tt i am not happy with is with my cousin friend!seriously if tt fella not my cousin friend, i really F*** him up man! dun really happy with him! cause we rent a car n travel around adelaide ma! didnt know my cousin call his friend along, so i am ok with tt la cause more ppl n then cheaper also lo, but i cant tahan his driving man!! ofcause i know Aus is strick for speeding here, but u know wat he did? is like driving on normal road, then infront got ppl repair road ma, so they put a sign (20km/j) and he really slow down the car to 20km/j! i was like WTF!!! common sence tt when we c tt,we will slow down la, but not tt slow rite,! and i wan to drive he dun let me drive! WAT THE FUK MAN! I AM DAMM PISS OFF!! we pay the same amount n he dun let me drive! yah la he is 25 years old! but u know wat alasan he say? he say i dun know the road here (then i say u can show me the road ma..ritE?) then he say abt the insurans cause we buy with his name tt is cheaper cause he is 25, and i wanted to scold him bac tt he is so stupid by saying tt!! he had no idea wat the insurans is n how it works! the insurans we buy is for the car tt wat happend to the car then insurans will cover! not the insurans of the driver!!! walau i tell u i cant tahan him man!! but because of my cousin i give him face man! but i really hate him so much when i c him! uurghh!!! ok enuf of him!
besides tt, kinda enjoy myself too when we went to visit wine farm~ n taste all those wine! haha...but when i c him i no mood lliao!

pic from adelaide

2005-07-08T14:34:00.000+08:00

lazy to post, so just post up some pic~ hehe...willl post something later

this horse is so stong man! pulling the train alone!

wat is this 2 fella doing? haha...

this is NICE!

this lagi nice!! i miss it!!!

leng chai & leng lui.. hhahah

my b'day cake which is also a supprise b'day for me, i didnt know abt it..

my cousin friend n me!

ryamond , eric, me with the food tt is call "AB" it's beef with chips n source

how i wish all these is mine! haha..

nth to do~

me & my cousin delia

haha..nice?

this is special! look at the other end, when i talk at this(right) at the end(left) can hear!!

read it!

hehe...

it's cold up here!

:P

can u c there's a face on the rock?haha...

3 siao fella trying to post! hahah...

life?

2005-07-01T02:37:00.000+08:00

well, it's now 4.30am in the morning just finish gaming~ well during this hols, there r times i feel so lonely, just like,when u wakeup, u hv no idea wat to do, and i just watch dvd or gaming, if not will go out n walk or go to crown to hv a movie,
and now, i just wan to find someone 2 talk to,but no 1 is on9 now, got alot afew ppl tt i dun feel like talking to..
looking bac of my life, there r times tt i enjoy, times tt i hv sin againts God, times i repend n times i repeat it again~ sometimes when ppl approach me asking me to talk to them abt their life or giving council, i feel like i do not hv the right to tell ppl wat to do cause i myself did not do wat is right, sometimes i feel my life is in a strees mode, things i wan ppl to know but i cant let ppl konw, things tt i hope to turn out as i expected but it did not, things tt i wish to shout all over around the world to let ppl know but i cant~ i just wish i can be the same like others,but ofcause i know life is not easy n i still hv a long long way to go!
but thanx God tt he is always be with me, to be alone in a place tt u hv no friends or even relatives is really really hard! i still rmb the first day when i arrive, i know NOTHING abt melbourne! i arrive in the morning, after i check in hotel, then i went to look for my Uni business building cause my Uni is not like others Uni tt everything is in 1 compound, and i'm totally lost tt time! i ask ppl around, they just say they dun konw, i rmb after walk for 30~40 min i nearly (deep in my heart) i say i wan to go bac malaysia! but i tell myself i cant do tt, cause i'm a guy n i hv to learn to survive! somehow i manage to ask around n went to enrol in my uni, n on the first day, i rmb i just hv chocolate for my dinner!! and the hotel i say is not those 5 star, i thin it's just 3 star, n the place kinda scary! but thanx God for everything and somehow get to stay over my friends punya friends place for few days! and i still rmb i only hv RICE as my dinner on the 3rd day! hehe, well when think bac, i find it's funny n a good starting for my 2nd stage of life,
ofcause i know tt i'm blessed with such a nice family i hv and everything, but and i believe no matter how a person is blessed! he or she somehow will hv his/her problem,
and wat i learn is tt, do not compare with wat ppl hv n u dun hv, but compare with wat u hv n ppl dun hv!
well blog untill here..wan to zzz...5am liao~ nitez~

~COLD~

2005-06-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

lol! it's been a long time since my last post! hehe..yeah! having hols now! and i have s.e.x during the hols! hehe...yep! it's S.E.X!!!! believe it? i enjoy by hacing S.E.X lol!! (as in who dun enjoy la..haha) so wat u r thinking now in ur mind? hehe..
it's SLEEP, EAT, RELAX!! la!!! aiah~~~~ ur mind is so dirty!! haha...
just as i say sleep, eat, relax, gaming, watch movie, during the hols! hehe, and went to eat "shi chuan" food on mon nite~ it's a chinese food and is VVVV SPICY!! i will show u some of the pic!! hehe...besides tt, going to adelaide this sun! to my cousin place for hols~ n maybe travel around gua~ dun know yet!
aih~ everyone is eating durian in malaysia now!! i wan to eat also dun hv! the durian here is soooo SMELLY!!! haha..true!! not like we buy got those nice smellllll here, the durian is like busuk aedi wan!!! sigh~ cant eat durian for 2 years~ :(
and it's getting cold now!! i hate tt cause everytime go out hv to wear 2 shirt n a jacket tt makes me feel not comfortable!! but i love it also cause i can sleep syok syok! haha...during hols, i play games till 5am n sleep till 3~4 pm! lol!
ok la show u guys some pic~

my house mate! after dinner in the "shi chuan" restorant!

F C U K!

this is 1 of the dish tt we order!! and everyone will order this here!! so can u c the meat? haha!! chili more than meat!

haha this too!!! it's a beef inside!! and this is nice!! i love it!!!

~YEAH~

2005-06-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

hehe,finally~!! i hv finish my exam! and now i can just relax myself! OOoooo hehe..
well for the past few weeks,is kinda relax n stress for me~ some intresting story to share~ but not now~ cause here i will just talk abt wat happend 2day~ hehe.,
went for exam at 8.45 then finish around 11something, during the exam, at first i know how to answer all the Q but somehow i'm abt nervous and i kinda forget wat i hv read~ so i just tembak~ and the girls beside me(left & right) they wrote damm fast and so many pages and tt makes me more "kan cheong"...but then i just ignore them and just write everything that i know and rmb~ hopefully i can pass every sub!
well after that i straight went for shopping! hahaha! to RElax myself! but didnt buy anything cause maybe those shirt did not take my attention~ and after tt went to safeway to buy some ice-cream, juice, chocolate! haha...came bac and i watch 3 Vcd in a row! and after that i went to sleep for i think 4 hour, and 2day is just a really relax day for me~ hehe..yeah~ just now i just went n booked the air tiket and i will be going to adelaide ,. to my cousin place~ so yeah~ tt's all~ will put up some pic soon and tell u soething wat happend b4 my exam~ hehe

~miss~

2005-06-02T17:52:00.000+08:00

i juts miss both of them soo soo soo soo much!! now is the best time to play with them and i cant~aih~.........
well 2day wokeup VVVV late!! and i thinnk i sleep more then 12hour!!!haha..dunknow y,maybe cause the wheather here is soo coolliiinng...hahaha..too bad la malaysia soo hot~hahah....

shopping!!!

2005-06-01T18:37:00.000+08:00

well, wakeup at 1.30 2day then i went to shopping~haha..too sien d at home, so went out n walk walk walk..atfirst kinda sien cause not many nice shirt la,those nice wan all dun hv my size..then when i pass by Guess,heard ppl say the sale just started~haha so i went in n the ppl tell me tt EVERYTHING is on 50% now...and i can c those girls is like GILA!!!! buy this n tt..haha..but then i also buy 2 shirt for myself too~;) wanted to buy a jacket wan~but then the jacket not nice wan~ and i hv been walking around the whole afternoon n i cant find myself a jacket!!!uurghh!!! but then luckly my mum say,i still can buy after my exam! haha....yeah yeah~
well realy have been lazy this few days!!! aih~ cannot d.hv to study liao~..

too relax d..haha

2005-05-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

lol~i hv wasted 3 days!!!and i got 7 more days 2 my final~just lazy lazy lazy...
maybe cause i play GB too much d~haha..when i sit infront of the comp,i will automatically log in n play~ haha..
well things has been going on fine,nth much really happend, but i like the church here,cause eveyrtime i go 2 church, i can really relax myself n just hv a good time with God,
and yes,sales is starting in melb~ but i hv no time 2 go~aih~ and i just miss something last sat!!NIKE SALES!!40% on everything!!! actually on fri i pass by n i saw alot ppl so i just walk in n c c look look and i didnt know it's sales cause they didnt put on any notice wan!and on fri is 20% but the last day on sat is 40%!!!! and i miss it!!! *sigh*..
but nvm after my final the sales is still on n i gonna be crazy tt time!haha....
1 thing, is FCUK so nice?? or it's just because the word "FCUK"?? i went in tt day n..nth really special also~ and everyone is crazzy for tt...

realx day for me..

2005-05-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

2day, is a relax day for me,wakeup at 12 went to uni to handup my assignment n get back my another assignment n i kinda supprise with tt cause i tot it is just pass nia but i got credit+ lol~hehe,,,kinda happy with tt cause it's really HARD!!!
well atlast!i finish my assignment now i just need to concerntrate on my final exam!!!
well went to a "gathering" with the youth 2day!at first they say it's bbq so i tot it will begreat but then it's just they get some aunty in the church to cook and it's like home cook dishes...kinda ok la,but i think i can cook better than her cause her curry chicken dun really taste good~haha....
well i find relax n enjoy and also motivated with the youth here!! and it also show me wat the youth in my church need to change...yeah it's diff here,..i like it..
but then during the gathering, i got a call from my mum n say tt she got into an accident and tt make me shock but then luckly she is alrite..just tt the car abit prob,iah hopefully it wont cause any effect on the car performance,hehe...
but thanx God tt my mum is alrite,
1 thing i dun like girls/women drive car and esp when they r into accident, cause they dun know wat to do n just cry! haha...and my mum kena scolding from the 1 tt my mum bang!man if i was there..tt fella will kena kau kau from me man!but then luckly my mum call my dad n my dad did tt for me!haha...
so GIRLS!! dun CRY or PANIC when thing happed..i know it's easy to say but then seriously if u panic or cry..no 1 is gonna help u!!be smart a bit!! call someone (GUYS!) come n help u then only u cry when the guys is there..haha...

LiVeRpOoL RUuuullLLLEEeeezZZZZZZZZZZZZZz

2005-05-26T05:55:00.000+08:00

YEAH! FINALY!! LIVERPOOL WON!!! WAT A MESSIVE GAME!!
man!!! i cant believe it!!! they turn it over when they r 0-3 down!!! and make it 3-3 in just 7 min!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tell u, i'm just happy as those player in the field!!! i'm just so awake!!!!! i know i'm tired but i just cant sleep!!! i wish i'm there celebrating with them!!!!!!!!
WOWWW!!!!!!!!!YAHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
seriously UNBELIEVEBLE!! haha atfirst liverpool play like noob man! n down with 0-3! tt time i was so dissapointed but then i stil believe liverpool can come bac n win!hahah!!seriously they make it!!TT"S AWESOME!haha...3 goals in 7 min! can u believe tt?seriously i dun believe tt,i tot i'm dreaming but tt's REAL!haha...

lol~

2005-05-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

well, 2day seems like alot thing to talk~haha,first of all thanx to syen!(i cant believe i so polite to her..)lol~haha.,..well she help me with my tag board...aih~i change my templets and dun know how n y la..the tagboard gone~and i try to do it myself but then i just hate HTML!!!haha...
well 2day, went for class to get some tips on exam!;) n after class,i went to comp lab 2 do some of my stuff..and there's this 2 guys site beside me is soooo annoying they talk so damm loud and bang the table, deepin my heart i say "aiyah forget it la,dun wan 2 get trouble,here is not malaysia.haha" !!..and seriously they did it again and i was so pissssssssoff, and i raise my voice at them and say " HEY! (then they stare at me,kinda garang to)..CAN U PLS SHUT UP & STOP BANGING THE TABLE!!!!!!!!! (tt time i know i'm on "FIRE" d..) i think tt time i look kinda fierce n like wanna fight like tt,haha...then 1 of them say "ok, sorry abt tt"..ahaha..deep in my heart, tt time i'm kinda scard too cause both of them surely older then me & the size mmm,,bigger then me abit la...but then after tt, they senyap saja,...haha..
well after tt came bac to sleep..then untill 5.30 i got 1 more lec,aih lazy to walk and it's rainnig somemore man!!!and the wind is so damm strong untill my umbrealla going to go another way up~hahaha...but then it's worth going for the lec la, he almost tell us everything man!haha...just tt he hint by saying the Q will base on wat theory n ask us to read it..hahah.!! i love it! lol~!

atlast but not the end~

2005-05-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

hmmp,study untill 4something yest~n went to sleep,but dun know y cant sleep till 5something i think~then wakeup at 7.50 2 get rdy to go for my tesT!!! well, it;s kinda easy n i score it, 35/50 but i think i make a few mistake which i really know the answer but i just forget~aih~
and it's SOOO damm tired 4 me 2day,after the test waited 4 2hour 4 another lec which i menyesal by going 4 tt,i tot got any tips on the final exam but then not really just say the same old thing~aih~then finish at 12.30 n i went bac to sleep 4 1 hour n go bac to coll for tut!!! JUST SO TIRED! and now i hv to finish my assignment due on fri! and prepare for my final exam~i hate tt.......

well, 1 more thing, i dun know i should get angry or wat, my 012 sim card is lost now! and all my contact hv been gone~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
sent 2 my friend 2 ask her 2 help me topup~but then somehow and dun know y she lost it, actually i should be angry wan but then i just dunknow how to be angry with her~haha....hopefully she will find it back~

exam~aih~

2005-05-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

my final exam is just few more weeks,and tmr hv a test tt i hv to score more than 30Q above,aih~then 2 more assignment due on fri~AIHHH..........
sien a!..hehe.,..well this few days nth much happend,hv been study..play games,,study..assignment.,.study...sleep..eat....tt's all~ how boring it is.~ wat to do,no car..not many friends..not my "hometown" here,dun know which corner got wat nice..haha...just miss the old days, where me n my friends go to those mamak where only local ppl know where it is,and miss those food man! bring my friends there b4,they say so dirty and balbalab...but then beside then when they eat the food,they were supprise with it~haha....
miss my golf days~~~~~~~now all my "kaki" become pro d, 1 of them won 3rd in mssns and he going to play in malaysia ameture(spelling)hehhe...n his dad will sent him to US for golfing after he finish his f5 this year~ so syok man he! aih~ wanted to be like him, but then parents dun let :(...say no future wor~how nice if i just play golf my whole life..it;s a healty sports k!where u c green everyday which is good for ur eyes and the air is so fress in the morning,...lol~i'm dreaming too much d~haha...
well better bac to reallity...where i think next time i will face the economy and work dunknow under who and stress my whole life~ but ! ofcause i will chase after my dream!! hehe, after i finish my degree, might go to perth to take up golf management, or US....if financially allow me to do so~
well ok la, been talking crap for some times, time for me to concentrate on my "BOOOOKKKKKSSSSSS"

relax....

2005-05-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

lol,i think i hv been relaxing myself too much d~aih~final is in the corner and assignment due next week,altough i hv finish 1 of it,but there's 1 more where i wan to finish it by this week,but then dun know y everytime i'm just so lazy~ hehe...well, yest nite went to Hard Rock Cafe to hv dinner with my friends, to celebrate 1 of my friends b'day~ and the price there kinda rock me up! hahaha...
well it's almost same price in malaysia if u go n eat western food just that u hv to x3 with it, hehe,,,wanted to eat i hv forgot either is rib-eye stick ot T-..... and it's Aus33 = abt Rm 96....i'm thinking if i eat tt, my parents gonna kill me! hahhaa...well ofcause cant compare the currency la, but then end up i just eat, the name is funny but it's pork on stick...something like tt la..
and 2day~woke up at 10.45 to go for class,came back 12.30 then after lunch i go n sleep till 4 something, lol~ hehehe, dun know y i just so sleepy this few days, maybe cause it's coollllinnnngggggggggggggg here.,~ hehe,is like, wah~so syok when u lye down on the bed~ if i wanna do tt bac in malaysia i hv to switch on my aircond first~ hahaa....

ATLAST!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

wau!!...wat a great day!!! haha...KIM SIM! FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYY...
surrender!!!! hahaha...here is wat she say

»kîmz«• says:
very funny Gid...very funny...i got nth to say already...hahahaha...1st time in my life, chatting with u i get stumped...

hahahaha..............

~yummy~

2005-05-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

today is a tired day for me,woke up at 7,45 (malaysia time 5,45) to get rdy to go to class!!! man!it's soooo colling in the morning and i hv to get up to go to class,,aih~ but then manage to go to class on time and it's COLD today in the early morning! and i think i have to wear my winter jacket next week d,! well, went for a lecture at 11.30~12.30 and i just fall asleep in tt lecture~hehe, cause the lecture hall here is like when the lecture giving his lecture,they will swith off the light and just with those small yellow light,,and with those environment + they way she speak is just like telling a story to a kids to make them sleep~ haha,...
and in 1 of my class 2day,everyone kena scold by the lec cause all didnt prepare the tut Q and when she scold,it's GANAS!! and make us all feel stress & preasure cause she say the final exam is not easy n blbalbala........STRESS BABI!!
well just lazy to cook 2day,and i tot of eat insteen noodle,but then somehow i went to safeway to buy 1kg of drum stick and bake the drum stick with butter,honey,chili ..~yummy~...haha,

lazy lazy lazy....

2005-05-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

well, i have been lazy for past few days...dun know y,i just lazy to do my assignment and all i do is just sleep and play games..hehe..
and now,i start to feel lazy to cook d, aih~how nice if there's someone cook dinner and get it ready for me,~hehe..i wish my mum is here.,.hahah!!
well today went to church and it's cOOL! dun know y i like the church here more cause it make me feel so on fire everytime! and 2day the pastor share something tt;s intresting n TRUE! well...dun know y got nth to do so i took some pic~haha...

well this pic, i didnt do any effect on it...trust me k! how i took it?haha
because of the light reflection and nblbalbalba...so this pic look abt cool yea?haha...my friend say,look like an angel~hahahah!!!

tengok apa ni!! mau kena kah..hahaha..

pic

2005-05-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

well...today too free n took some pic~as being request by some of my friends tt complaining "tak nampak the colour on my hair!!" hahah!!!

*thinking of u...*

Awesome!

2005-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

well...atlast i went to attent the youth cell here,it's call "urbun life" hehe..
it's pretty cool! and wat the leader share today really show me wat i'm asking from God, maybe u guys might know y i choose to come to Aus,it's partly cause of God want me to be here,and i hv been asking God y? y he want me to be here,and wat's purpose....
and after i attent city church (planet shakers church) i somehow realise that i learn alot here,as i feel that we need to change in our church!
and when i'm in the youth cell just now, i realise that sometimes, we will hv a breakthrough when we r at our lowest level,when we start to learn n understand wat God is actually telling us..and i find it kinda true with me.,when God put me in a place where i dun hv much friends,and FAR! away from my home..it's kinda lonely..and i still praying that i will hv tt breakthrough with my current situation to go to my "another" stage of life...

well..wanted to go back during jun~but then my parents dun let,and it's kinda sad..but then~ PS church might hv a trip for the youth to go ski-ing !! lol~ hehe..but then i might go to my cousin place in adelaide...so i hv not decide yet where to go.......

cold~!

2005-05-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

lol..long time hv not post d,hmmp life been going good,nth much happend,just tt this morning i hv to go to Uni at 7.45 am!!! man tt's really COLD! and i wearing a jacket,kinda tebal wan...but i still feel like i'm not wearing any jacket when the wind comes toward me!and u know wat,i cook BAK KUT TEH!! hahah cook for my house mate,6 of us,well..first time,not bad!didnt fail!taste is still there but then still not "kau" enuf! haha..i forgot to take pic of it!! nvm i will next time! hehe....
well been lazy for few days,in my mind i wan to finish up my assignment but then somehow i'm lazy.............haha,,and when i'm in my mood to do my assignment,something goes wrong,that i just cant figure out which formula to use in excel cause tt's the most complex part,and i try for 30min! then i turn it off and went to hv a sleep,~haha...cause was ssooossoossoo tired today~...

Liverpool Rulezz

2005-05-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

hehe...well kinda relax today~cause atlast!! i hand up my assignment,but then got 2 more to go n due next 2 weeks,so i hv to start now so tt not so stress...well yest nite,been doing my assignment till 4 something,and i'm so damm tired!! but then when i go n c the live score of Liverpool V Chelsea and it's 1-0 man i'm awake by tt time! haha....well yeah! Liverpool Rulezzzz....well after i watch the reply match at 6.30 i went to sleep at 8 but then i forgot i hv 2 hand in my assignment!and i'm late for tt class!! hehe..class started ar 12.30 but then i wakeup n watch the time it was 1 o'clock! man i'm stress and rush to Uni to hand up my assignment...ehe..well after class i went out to eat NASI LEMAK!!and it's the most expensive nasi lemak i ever eat!haha.....well ppl say it's the best nasi lemak in Melb a! but then if compare to malaysia ofcause.............MALAYSIA RULEZZZ la..hahah.but then the nasi lemak let me feel i'm at malaysia! haha....aik~forgot to take a pic of tt~nvm i will when i go next time!

well i tell myself tt 1 day! i will go to Liverpool and be part of the supporter!! hehe

lazy~

2005-05-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

well..dun know y after i hv finish my first assignment,i become abit lazy,although i know i got 1 more assignment to finish up!and both of the assignment due next tue,wed....hmp..well life here,is ok ler,but seriously feeling bored!maybe cause i dun hv much friends here...i can tell u that in 1 week there r 168hours!and the hours that i'm outside this house is maybe 20hours where 12hours i have to go to Uni and the rest 8 hours maybe go market or shops to buy some stuff...and all i do is stay in my boring room n facing my laptop,and sometimes i really dun know wat can i do with the comp!man!i'm just like a bird living in a cage that doing the same thing everyday!!!

well watch a movie 2day and something catch my attention, hard to tell the whole story,but the conclusion is that, did u ever do ur best for ur lifE? and compare urself with an ant! do u think u r better than an ant? sometimes when human face something tt stop them to achieve it, or when they face some prob that it's so stress out and just think of those negaive stuff...but did u guys ever think of climb up from where u drop! Ant,it's small n their life might just gone in the next second!but they do not give up their life so easily,for example, when an ant is on ur table,u blow it off,after awhile it will find it's way and climb back to the table! and they will just try n try try! and y dun we as a human to be strong like an ant? y must we blame ourself when things goes wrong,sometimes we really need to think bac wat we've done!where we did wrong n correct it from there! nth in this world is impossible, because we have a God that can turn impossible thing to possible! yea! hehe...

stress week,..

2005-04-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

well this week is going to be a stress week for me,2 assignment due next week!!!! urrgh!!! hv to do research and.............aih~ sad sad..
yea and here is some of the pic tt can c my hair tt is being dye..dun know u guys can c clearly ornot...

and yeah.,.i cook the curry chicken with egg!! haha..look nice? it taste GREAT!

my new hair style..

2005-04-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

haha..well went to cut my hair yest! hehe..will show u guys some of the pic,didnt relly took any pic of it,,hmpp tt hair cut and dye cost me $$$$$$$ ...lolz~cause my long hair is getting v messy and not nice d,so think of getting a new look~ hehe...
didnt plan to dye my hair at first,but then after cut,i does not look good and somehow i decide to dye~haha,..well,lots of comment from ppl abt the new hair style~haha..but then important is tt i feel ok with it....hmpp,but then this hair style will cost me more $$ to maintain it..aih~i'm going PK d!!

i miss........

2005-04-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

well today is a normal day for me.,went to class at 11.30 n if i dun go for the class i also dun feel i lost anything because the lecture is so sux!he dun know anything man!even he dun know wat he is teaching!aih!~ after class went to safeway to buy some food and stuff n walk back to my "lonely" room~ haha..hmmp dun know y the time seems to go v slow 2day~
dun know y..now,,when i'm writting here,,i miss my home alot,hehe,now only home sick~i miss my parents,sis,dog,friends,life style,and everything!suddently i feel like i came to a "lonely country"....dun know y i hardly mix with friends here..got ler but then not like how easily i can mix with ppl...
and yea~life here is ,and lots of thing for me to learn over here, at first i tot i can addapt it easily,but things is not going with wat i expected..maybe God wan me to learn something..yea~thanx God he is still in me!

relax~

2005-04-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

well..this few days is kinda relax day for me..yea~atlast i can hv some rest n just play games! haha..well went to Uni as usual..but then i notice i have been skipping lecture from last week dun know y...hehe..cause all my break time is like 2Hour,no place to go n when i come back to my room i lazy to walk out d..but then if i go lecture also no use ler,cause the lecture talk to fast n we cant follow up also...i still need to read it again when i'm back...
hmpp..yest just finish my test..it's hard but then somehow i get through it.! hehe..then the first thing i do after my test! i went n buy a pair of new shoe!

haha..i plan it earlier on just tt no time to go n buy...hehe..neh tt is my shoe! dun know y dun feel like buying a bball shoe d..1 of the reason is tt it's ex here,so just get a pair or shoe tt i thinking of buying it long time ago..
and yeah!below is my another pic!

haa...the other day,got nth to do d,so when i just go n do some window shopping..i find tt intresting n i buy it! haha..it's Aus$18 = Rm54 lolz..

and this is the pic of the dish i cook!! ehh serious is i cook wan ok! in chinese it's call "tong po rou" well...believe me,it taste good!hahhaha

do u know wat life is?

2005-04-18T02:37:00.000+08:00

well it's late nite now..but my heart just wan me to come n blog..well my mood now,how should i say,sad,happy,well i can say is tt my mood now eemm..refresh~hehe,...just watch a movie,tt somehow let me know tt sometimes the way we look at ppl,or sometimes when we judge ppl..we just cant judge ppl on our first look,.sometimes there is a diff kind of "face" in each of us.,.there might be a guy tt always look cool and strong,but deep inside his heart actually is soft,and how a person live their life sometimes it's not wat they wan,and sometimes we as a christian we need to show more love to them..because besides the love of God i really cant think of any love tt can gv me feel secure,let me feel save,feel tt i'm in a place tt is full of peace....
sometimes we must learn how to apprieciate wat we hv,even our friends around us,because we will never know wat will happend in the next hour,and dun always blame n hate urself if there's thing tt happend but we must learn how to apprieciate it b4 things happend....
i dun know y,and i dun like ppl to cry,but sometimes i will be the one tt cry~hehe,,funny huh.,.gideon ng cry,hehe...but i dun know y,ppl say i look strong outside but i would say myself is weak inside..sometimes i even ask wat life is actually all about..i believe lots of us ask tt Q b4...but i just thanx God tt he will always be there for me..when i',m weak,when i really need to talk to someone,when i just hate myself v much,when i so hate a person,when i got no one to talk to,when i'm so happy, i really thanx God tt he is there for me! without him,i will not hv wat i hv today,
sometimes we try to blame y others hv tt n we dun hv tt,..we try to compare with others..but did we try to think of wat we hv n others dun hv??did u ever think of wat God has bless u and others dun hv..???sometimes we r just too selfish and wan everything..but God has a plan for each of us.,a plan/a blessing that no one can gv..and God is there to wait for the right time & right way to gave us the blessing...
u know everytime when we complain.,we ask got for thing & tt..and we always blame God y,he dun bless us wat we ask for,i believe God has his own purpose maybe he feel tt the thing we ask is not the best for us,.God works in ways tt is so AWESOME!
well yea~this is wat my heart wanna say...for my friends tt read this post,just totell u tt,things might be happend it might be the worst!but there's someone for us to cry to..there's someone for us to seek for..do not give up urself,although no one appreciate u but there;s SOMEONE tt alwasy look good on u!

Liverpool V Juventus

2005-04-14T02:24:00.000+08:00

haha....well it's 4something over here d n i still awake!!partly cause i wanna watch the match between Liverpool V Juventus but no live here:( wanted to go out to Crown they hv casino,bar,cinema,shopping center and so on there to watch..but my friends all dun wan!they say it's late aiH~ not like in malaysia when football match everyone will go n watch~sad sad...hehe
well today nth much happend..yeah i manage to fiinsh my assignment tt i hv to hand up later..i actualy done everything and i just need to print it out..kinda relax.not like last week when i rush for my asisgnment ..but next week will be a busy week for me again~

refresh~

2005-04-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

well..i'm going to post again today~hehe,actually didnt plan to attent church today cause it was raining and kinda lazy to go..but somehow God ask me to go..just dunknow y..i just go n takebath n ready myself..eheh..
well went to church today~it really gv me a wake up call! as i went to church like normal today,there's a speaker came from Us and he is funny! but wat he preach really wake me up and i just feel i wanna share it out..
actually the speaker speak abt we need to get out from where we r..and take a big step n countinue with our future..(i write in my own words as the meaning is something like tt..hehe)..the devil is so strong tt sometimes he make a trap to trap us down,and because of a "sin" tt we hv done..sometimes make us feel we r guilty and try to run away from the fact,and tt's wat the devil wan to c!the devil wan us to get away from God,even sometimes relationship,friendship,and etc tt's the thing tt cause us get away from God,and wat we need to do is to do some sacrifice on "tt thing" .... the pastor even talk abt we as a christian,we need to take a step further..not to life like wat we r,we need to change so tt our sprittual life will grow.! and dun know y,i feel there is something God wan me to do here,because God promise me tt he has a porpose for me here,but sometimes it seems like i feel i dun like here n i wanted to go back to malaysia but when ever i go to church i can feel something n i'm still searching for it...actualy i got alot thing to write but i just dun know how to write it out..as some of u maybe when reading this feel weird..hehe..sorry for tt..but hmmpp..well..nth to say! hehe...
just tt..guys out there! God is there for u and dun ever give up on urself so easily because he have a great Father up there tt do not give up on us!

tired~

2005-04-10T11:58:00.000+08:00

well dun know y.,i still use to malaysia time..hehe..i only can sleep at 4~5 here as malaysia is abt 2~3...hmmp my friends all can easily use to the time here but i cant,tt's y my eyes everyday also bengkak..hehe..aih been free this few days but i wan to finish up my assignment so tt i wont rush last min.,.but somehow i didnt do..i think self disiplin is v imnportant ler...even u r in a relationship or anything tt u r doing..once u can disiplin urself,thing might get worst!so guys!becareful out there!
the weather here hmmp..been hot this few days but then now..it seems like going to rain ..strong wind,,,somemore later got church..dunknow can go ornot...no car~aih~..sad case...

everything was fine..

2005-04-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

hmmp~..long time didnt blog d,well everything is fine for me ler,,nth much happend accept assignment ler.,everyweek i have to hand up 1 assignment..no time to rest...last few days i try didnt sleep for whole day~but then aftrer hand up assignment i sleep from 11am till 7pm..hehe...siao d,then atnite cant sleep~ hehe...
well melb this few days is hot!but then suddently it wil become cold..v siao wan the weather here..hehe

another set of pic...

2005-04-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

hmmpp...as some of u request me to put more..i dun hv much..cause lazt to take pic! hehe..i got afew more tt is took at the trip as i show u b4,..this is some others tt i didnt post up...so..hv a look

nice?hehe..this ia a view from by bangalo....yep!

same as above...

this is another side of it..nice ler,green view,is like when i wake up,i hv fresh n cold air~ hehe...

i'm in the middle,...saw??actually we cant go down,but i climb down...serious k!

this is also 1 of the pic tt i like,nice view!
well this view is behind my bangalo,;)

nice ler...hehe..this is a nature waterfall infront of my bangalo...

sigh~my pet is so lazy!! they sleep for 4 hour,and spent 18hour eating!! i'm serious ok!not kidding! and i know some funny thing abt them..wanna know?ask me! i lazy to type...and do u know how to differentiate male n female?haha...not "down" there la!dUH!..ask me!!! !hahah..

this 12 apostles is just 5 min walk from my bangalo....

well this pic!hv story behind of it..and it's call "london bridge" it's TRUE! and the story is funny! hahah.,..ask me too!

this is a "market" for eating only,,,they only have it during summer...
it;s alot ppl!!!!

PIC!

2005-03-30T12:49:00.000+08:00

@posting..@hehe

One of my pet in my garden...;)

this is another pet of mine...hehe..

guess how old is this!!....above 100 years old..

did u c me?the small one in the middle..hehe...

nice ler?hehe...i mean the background la!

standing on top of a stone..

this is wild!!we saw it on our "great ocean road journy"..

city view ler....cun?hehe...

no mood....`

2005-03-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

hmmpp...life is not good as there's lots of assignment coming up..and studies is stress here...not same back in malaysia and dun know i can follow up ornot...sigh~..well..nth much to say..but i just feel so good after back from church..just cry out to God>..

day in KLIA...

2005-03-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

well i have promise tt i will post some pic of me in klia..yah here there r.! i didnt really take alot pic ler...but there will be more coming up soon..my trip in melb..heheh...

on the left,kok hoe,ah la,David,ME!

my pd gang! too many lazy to name out..hehe..

ale..eunice..ME..Edmund..isaac

my family..;)

my gf..;)believe?haha...delia & Me..

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yeah..siao kia...haha

ok this is a church just behind my house..i took this pic beside my house ..nice view??hehe/...

A group of AH BENG & AH LIAN...protest-ing..haha...saying Melb gov not good la this la tt la..haha..they on the music and dance on the street!

so call "flying woks" n looks cool...but the FOOD SUX!! haha...

parents r here...;)

2005-03-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

yeah~my parents came over to Melb to visit me and bring lots of stuff that i need here...
hmmpp tmr and sunday will go out with them to tour around!! hehe...didnt tour around since i'm here....well dun know y my stomach didnt feel good this afternoon after i drink apple juice tt buy from safeway..sigh~!....hopefully i'll get well soon so that i can go enjoy myself tmr...
long time didnt come n blog d..abit lazy ler..hehe...
hmpp life is getting better here..and ofcause i do miss Malaysia!
went out n have dinner with my parents just now and went to a restorant that is famous here with seafood(not those chinese seafood,it's western seafood..)dun really enjoy although it's like a happening place cause my stomach dun feel good and we dun know what to eat cause it's like raw stuff and kinda EX!....
tmr gonna wakeup at 7something...sigh~>...but nvm ler..teman parents ma..hehe..;)

life getting on....

2005-03-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

well...life getting on well here..settling down and studies goes on well...
hmpp just 17days i'm here and i learn lots of thing...well now i get to know whenu r alone u need to get everything done by urself...last time in Kl was not so bad cause it's still in malaysia and friends,relatives around...got a car...but now in a place where u r totaly blur with...But thanx God tt he guide me through everything and make me know more abt the "real world"....
and seriously no matter how strong u r...somehow u will get sick...no matter how high position u r..somehow u'll fall one day,,,and tt's the time we learn how to get closser to God...
i just thanx God for everything he have done to me...;)
well things here is not tt ex if u didnt think of have to *3..hehe..cause the price is almost the same as malaysia just tt in here we have to *3 if count in RM...hehe...
well things goes on well..and hv to cook myself...but not bad huH@ .... wanna try ?? hehe..
well will get my internet connection soon and then i'll lost some of my pic here....
and yeah i got a new phone...7610...thinking of getting another one but no $ la..haha...
and will go n work soon....but dun know wanna work as wat yet...aih...

CITY CHURCH

2005-02-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

haha..well went to attent city church here today tt's so call planet shakers...;)
well yeah it was cooL!....do u guys know who's here?....hehehe ....Henry Seeley, Sam Evans and Michael Guglielmucci, Mike webber....hehe..most of the team tt went to malaysia usualy is all in MELB!!!!!!! ps russel also here too@@ hhehe...
yah i enjoy myself here and the way they run the service is all pro....the PA system also canggih tt others..hehe...
hmmpp...the whether here is getting cold,i cant imagine if it's winter!!hehe....
class going to start soon d,aih!>....hv to start prepare myself to start with my busy day...:( sigh>..

cold...

2005-02-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

well this 2-3 days is getting cold her...and i dun know how will it be when winter come@@...hehe
well..life is getting good..and things goes well...thanx God for everything tt he has provide me..sometimes it's easy to say with ur mouth but it's hard for u to do with ur heart....and i know how is it feel when a person in oversea n their love ones is at another place...but i pray tt God will be there to help me...
thing goes around n come around..it can come so easily and we'll happy for it but we didnt appreciate it..but when it goes,we feel hurt and start to blame ppl n urself...am i rite??..//
well i also dun know wat am i talking here...getting to become blur.....

intresting but tired...

2005-02-24T08:08:00.000+08:00

well..there's some time i didnt come here n blog d~sorry guys! eheh....so hows everyone...well i will get internet connection soon!!!!!!!!!h hehehe...well i;m finee over here n enjoy myself for the first week...thanx God that my friends tt came along with me here got a group of friends here n they r nice!!! hang around with them the whole week and they bring me around...
well abt the place that i stay ..it's ok ler,,clean and...but it;s abit far from my Uni,sigh~12~15 min walk...i wanted to rent a place nearer wan!! but because i dun have friends around and my friends $$ is budgeted,so stay abit far~aih~ I WILL MOVE TO A BETTER PLACE NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha..
well i have learn a few things here is Aus..and i find that we Asian Ex MALAYSIAN!!! must learn!! ahaha...that ppl get more romantic and closer when they r old!! they hold hands and walk around the park and back to malaysia, HARDLY see those old uncle aunty hold hands and walk around!! hehe..
and here's abit "open"!! haha...u know wat,not that kissing in the street or (it's wat u think when i say "open"..haha) well women here and got baby, they will just breast milk their children just like that when their baby want it!! serious!! is not i wan to go n c~tt day when i walk home i walk pass a park,and the women just breast milk her child there,,and there's also another one that do that in the night market!!! hehe....
well gtg now..there's some nice pic ...i will post it up next time!! c ya!

cold day..

2005-02-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

hmmpp today wake up at 12 something and dun know y it;s cold today...then went out to wet market to have a look with my friends..they went to buy something to prepare to cook tmr...so i follow them so tt i know where to buy my stuff later on..then went out to eat lunch at 3 soemthing after back i went to sleep untill 8 something!! haha dun know y soo tired...and then we went out to eat dinner at 10something...hehe;)
.and now well it's sunday d..and it's 3 o'clock in the midnite.and malaysia is just 12...heheh...well still didnt find any church yet so wont be going to church tmr n feel abit weird...hhaa...but tmr will be a busy day for me ler...will shift to another place tt's abit far from here and then have to go n buy this n tt...so i think tmr gonna be a stress day for me,..so will update myself soon...;)

Damm Tired...

2005-02-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

well..it's a tired day for me...lazy to explaine....but will tell u guys some intresting story....well went out with friends to eat at chinese res.. i eat a fried pork on rice with a cup of "teh + susu" tt cost me Aus$10 = RM30...well although it;s ex when u convert to RM..but then the rice here..they gave ALOT!!!! it's different from Malaysia where Malaysian abit kiasu, we pay so much but the rice is so lil...here the rice is like..2 1/2 plate of rice in malaysia!! and wat happend is..when i go to the res, tt time i;m hungry like mad cause i didnt eat my lunch and just eat choc(save $) and today is my first dinner with rice and i was thinking of tambah nasi!! haha...but when i saw the plate of rice + pork i was syok!!! and i cant really finish it,..and i find it;s worth cause they gave 6 piece of pork that it's kinda big and lots of rice..i think if in malaysia they sure just gave u 3~4 small pork....heheh i sound like support Aus than Malaysia..hhaha...
but then one thing is that the house in Malaysia is better than here!~!!!!!!
and when out to play bball with my friend at abt 11 o'clock here that is abt 8o'clock in malaysia time!! haha...and we wear short and t-shirt..but u know wat...half way we play strong wind blow and i tell u it;s COLD!!!!!! it's summer now but IT IS COLD!!!!!!!! i really buitahan..i think my friend kinda use to it cause they were her for 2 years d....and i just back and it's abt 2o'clock here midnite...hehe...well will go n search for house again tmr!!! uurrgghhh i hate it.!
will post some pic soon..c ya guys///

finaly i'm here...

2005-02-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

well...just reach Melb for 2 days..and it's tiring for me...cause i dun hv a place to stay and i stay at hotel the first day, then now i;m in my friends, friend house...and trying to find a place to shift...aih~ been walking around Melb for dun know how many rounds d..but still a lil blur with the road and system here...i find tt the house here not as nice as Malaysia!! haha..but then the whether here is colling..';)
hmmp still miss Malaysia and didnt get any proper food till now,,,cause everything is EX!!!! sigh~...trying not to exchange it back to RM cause if not i wont get to eat anything!!! i'm serious..wan tan mee Aud$7 = RM20~21 and u just try to think how if i eat others...hahhaa...and yeah..there's the living style here at Melb and i'm trying to suit myself with it...and wanted to stay near the city but all is so Ex!! and if i stay in the city that just 5 min walks to my Uni...then by the time i go back malaysia i will thin like michel!!kaising!!somemore who ur know..ehhe...aih~ now waiting for my friends comfirmation and mostly will stay abit far tt need abt 10~15 min walks....aih aih aih........
well i wish i can go back!! haha...really miss Malaysia..hopefuly i'll get use of myself soon!!!
i think i wont be on9 for sometimes..i'll try my best to update myself
c ya guys!!! do pray for me!!;)

16th FEB!!!

2005-02-16T01:56:00.000+08:00

well now is 16th FEB!!! and is the day i'm going to Aus...really miss here...although i'm kinda happy tt i can go oversea but my heart is still here....
hmpp...hopefuly i wonnt cry tmr,,,hahah...
yeah!! mis su guys here!! and keep in touch ya!!! ;)..

Valentine's day.....

2005-02-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

hmpp well today went up to kl t omeet my friends beside that went to AusEd to collect my Visa and my air tiket....then go to S.Piramid to buy some of my stuff but then my eye's so pain cause everyone around me also couple and i only alone..aih~ Lonely Driver,,,hgagaga,.... then after buy my tihng d..while waiting for my friends finish their class...i sit at one of the cofee shop and c GIRLS!!! hahhaa....dunknow y...those leng luis only come out on BIG days!! hahaha.....sad sad~ going to Aus d~ aih~...cant get to know them..hahhaa.,.....then went to my friends room and 6 of us there...so pack...i faster copy all the movie from my friends to my com so tt i wont be so boring in Aus for the first few weeks...hehhe....
and play cards with my friends.....
then at nite went to eat sushi king cause i wan to eat b4 i go to Aus!!! and SOOO many ppl there!!! but then i still wan to eat so we lineup and waited abt 40min only got place!!..heheh but then it worth of waiting!! hehe....
and after dinner drove back to pd and just back not long abt 11 reach home...
aih~....sad sad...few more hours left and i will be going to Aus...really miss here...and I JUST MISS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Miss here alot..

2005-02-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

well..suddently think of that i only left 3~4 more days...and dun know y my heart feel so heavy.. but i should think positive!!! yeah!!...hehe...
will be leaving on 16th Feb that is this coming Wed at 9pm...
everytime when c my friends ciao to others country i was thinking how do i feel if i'm him...but then the days has comes!! and this is my turn to taste those kind of feeling..ehhe....

HAppy & TireD..

2005-02-12T11:21:00.000+08:00

well this CNY i'm happy cause go out with friends and have fun but then everyday i just have few hour to ZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.....hehe...yeah yest nite went to eat steamboat with my friends n it was really fun...because my gang they all Siao d wan..screm here n there...hehhe...and we "lo shang"...there is some pic down there...
hmpp just wake up not long n come n update myself...hehe.,..long time didnt come on9..aih~ few more days i will leave Msia..when think of it ..feel abit sad...aih~.....but then still hv to go....:P..

this is the thing tt we call it "lo shang"..heheh....

this is a shop tt my grandfather shop untill now!!...

the whole group is busy-ing BURNING their food! hahah....

my gang..

my cute cousin get angpow from me!! hehe,...

My CNY~

2005-02-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

well..have a great CNY!! hehe cause got lots of angpow this year....the most i get in my 19Years of CNY! hahaha.....yeah there's a few pic below and have a look/...if i wanna write everything out..it's gonna be dunknowhow many pages...but then 1 thing tt i hate is the whether!!! is soo damm HOT!!!!hmmppp on tues nite..i go n straighten my hair!! haha,.,,,, and i look like ...eemmm u guys have a look la..hahah...
well nth much besides tt...go bai nian ler...go out with friends untill 2~3 o'clock...hehe dun hv muxh time left nia~aih~...*sadsad*..
i'm starting to pack my things now..kesian...dun kow wat to pack somemore! haha....
well not much time to write..will write more tmr or....just show u guys osme of the pic i took during CNY!..haha

my father's side cousin!! hehe...still got some not here..abt 15 not around..

my PD gang!! hahah...

the look when i go n straighten my hair..hahah

my grandma giving angpow!!

my & my gf...hahaa...believe ir ornot..!!!??

flight being delay.....

2005-02-08T15:05:00.000+08:00

aih~>..is a bad news to my tt my COE have been cancel and cause my Visa on-hold...now Aused have to call and rush for me to get a new COE from RMIT...and they have no idea y RMIT have cancel my COE...aih~...and if things cant get done on 16th..i might delay my fligh to 28th and my class is starting on 21th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
have been pray tt God will settle the things for me.....and now wat i can do is pray n wait....

farewell pic!

2005-02-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

Seow huai..Me..Sue vin

Kok yuen..cheng hoong..hong chai..yee seng..kok hoe .. @ME!!

Delia..elaine..ME..Jerome..ai ling..eunice sua..

Eliz..jacq..cindy..me..mei ann..danny..

chen loong..fei yee..elsa..ME..xiang wen..lili..so gean..kwee ching..

My College MAtes!

CUTE LER!! hahaha....my lil cute cousin...

another tired day..

2005-02-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

well today is SUNDAY as usual i go to church at 9 something but then i cant wake up cause i sleep at 3something yest..cause went out to yamcha lo as i have say under my post down there..
hmpp after church i rush to meet my friends (coll mates) they stay at 1 of my friends apartment...they was so hungry n keep on call me faster!!! hahha...reach there abt 12 something..then bring them to my club to hv lunch...and we have some great day!!! although it;s HOT!!! but then cause it's beside the beach so it's windy...hehe..
hmpp i will post of some of the pic at my farewell and some of the gifts pic !! hehhe....
and i'm soo dammm tired now,,.i just back not long...and wan to go n Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........need some good rest!!!

My farewell Party...

2005-02-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

wau!! yest is a....FUN n TIRED day for me..my mum woke my up at 10something and ask me to help her this n tt d...non-stop!!!!!cook this n prepare tt la...and during afternoon..the whether is soo damm HOT!! dun know y la Pd this few days v hot...and i sweat like mad...then went to slepe 4 awhile and go to church to carry the chair n table with my dad abt 5o'clock...then rush to buy ais and so on.,,.........then when bac to home tt time also abt 6'oclock d...arrange the table n chair la..the drinks la..spot light la..balbalbalbaa...and tt time is alreday 7!!! i faster rush up n take bath...then abt 7.30 no one came yet...and i'm still helping my dad to finish up some setting..and i sweat lagi more!! uurrggh!HJ!.....then abt 8 ppl start coming...and i went out to fetch my friends at 7.45 by the time i reach home they start eat d!! (my relatives....) but then we still countinue to sing some songs..and pray...hehe,...abt 8.30 tt time my friends start coming d..and lots of them came..and the foods seems like not enuf....the party end at..abt 10something but then i got another group of friends coming back from Kl cause they went for shopping on the afternoon...by the time they reach no more foods d....and i kena marah~ AIH~....hahah..but then i promise to go out yamcha with them...then we talk talk talk abt 12 something d....then i faster go take bath then we go out yamcha untill 2something...and when i;m back n sleep on my bed i feel so..........GREAT! haha.....beside tt i'm happy cause LIVERPOOL WON!! hahhaa....

not a good day....

2005-02-05T01:45:00.000+08:00

well...today my mum woke me up at 10something...and ask me to help her something n then hv to fetch my grandparents to S'ban to buy Cny stuff..aih~...but b4 tt i got something tt my kai mui sent to me by pos laju and it's a cute bear n a photoframe with me n her pic! haha....i though wat she is going to gv....hmpp be "Ahmad" for the whole afternnon fetch them here n there..aih~ soo damm tired....came back at 4! and straight go play golf...and didnt play well today so lose to my friends,,aih!...I CAN WIN WAN!! but they play VV good today...sihg~>....
and after the golf..cause of something n make me dun feel good(because of something tt.....)
hmppp then went out with friends yamcha n play snooker untill just back not long...but then kinda happy cause i win my friends tt play with me..hahha...who lose hv to belanja makan..so he belanja me..:D

this is the bear!!

new pic...hehe...

2005-02-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

yah..me n kok hoe

too free got nth to do d! hahah...

nice ler...took it from my house!! dun believe?? come to my house n hv a look!

yeah this is me!! hehhee

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-01-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

i just wish i can sleep longer today!!! dun know y this few days i'm just so tired....hmpp..
going to do some checkup on my teeth later..and lots of thing to do~ aih>..V mahfan!!!
and now i just have to settle with my enrolment there n the place to stay nia...because i;m going there after my enrolment date..so it's abit problem for me...hmppp well..just waiting for the time to reach 4o'clock...then it's my time to play golf!! haha

wat to pack!!

2005-01-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

well..long time didnt blog d...was in kl the pass few days...hmpp now i have to think of wat to pack ....when i think of it i feel like i hv to bring lots of thing ...but when i wanna start packing...i feel like aiyah v easy wanla..pack the other day! haha...aih!>..
well..dun know should i say happy tt can go to Aussie or Sad....i just miss here!!i miss everything here..but since it's Gods will...i believe God have something "HUGE" for me over there !! hehe...

went for checkup.~

2005-01-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

well today went to AusEd to take my COE and settle some stuff..n went to KL to do medical checkup so tt i will have my visa...and if there's a chance to skip this checkup again i will SKIP!!
hahaha.....feel weird when ur body is being check my a doctor!!!!!
and there's a girl infront of me..when she came out from checkup her face is RED!!! haha....i think she is too shy or dun know wat la...
hmppp no still in Subang...got nth to do ....so sien...cant attent ant class..and dun know wat should i do...at the computer lab now and like a so chai...haha...

PAIN!!!!

2005-01-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

well my cousin(delia) woke me up at 10!! pandi betul! haha...went to clinic with her cause i wanna cut something tt is on my hand for sometimes..they call it collomack..in chinese they call it (chicken eye)..hahha...and i got 3 in my hand!!! so i went and the doctor inject me so tt i wont feel the pain! n he using some electrical stuff to burn itl...man i tell u at first it's ok..but when go deeper!!! uuerrrgghh!!!! PAIN!!!! although inject d..but the doctor say our flesh still will feel the heat wan..n it's PAIN !!!! and the doctoc decide not to burn cause if he keep on burning i wont tahan he say! so he gave me a botol of liquit...i use tt b4 wan but the doctor say no choice n hv to use tt again~ aih~ and he charge me RM65!! pandi betul!!
hmppp then went to Kl with my parents n grandparent..went to c my cousin with a cute son! haha just 12days old...and went to IKEA to buy some stuff and went to 1U shopping..didnt get anything but got 3 free T-shirt as my dad n my grandpa they buy 2 shirt will hv a free T..and the T tt they free is suitable for me..and i got 3 free T!! hahah...
wanted to buy jeans at Levis..but no time d..so i think i will go n buy myself this week...
hhmpp...back to PD at 10!! then take a bath straigh go out for BBQ ...hehe...mana tau at 12something police came n check cause we got alot ppl at the beach..and everyone kena check..but no one kena anything cause we r "good ppl " ma..hahaha...

normal...

2005-01-23T13:20:00.000+08:00

well~ today is a normal day for me..wake up at 9 to go to church...but tired cause sleep c late last nite..hehe...and just back from church not long...not going to play golf n dun know wat to do...
later hv to be ah mad to fetch my sis go cut hair n buy stuff..~ aih~>....

Tired~

2005-01-22T11:35:00.000+08:00

hmppp today my mum wake me up V early...cause they bring my grandma go c doctor and ask me to jaga rumah~ aih i not enuff sleep ler....but i go back to sleep after they ciao~ haha...
well today like got nth to do and so sien..the thing tt i can do is on9 and play games.~ aih~ on9 till dun know wat website to visit d...jajahahhaha

2005-01-21T13:32:00.000+08:00

yeah this is Mei(Eweyy) & Me in the middle of the fountain...
and mei get wet after we took this pic but i'm not tt wet as her..heheh...

this is Jim..hhee he's so ringan..

From the left, Charis, may ann, aletheia, ME! , edmund, jin swan, jerome, isaac.

pandi~Amanda

2005-01-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

haha.a...nah here is ur pic!! dun say i didnt post it up and didnt remember u ooo...
hehe,..yeah this girl call Amanda...she is 1 of my best pandi's around! haha..
and will never forget u cause u r si speacial till i cant forget u~Pandi!~ hahaa....
aih~ dun ler sad, i go Aus for study nia ma still can keep in touch wan mer...
and will back to meet u during my summer break..hmpp take care ya u !

i got the call...

2005-01-19T10:57:00.000+08:00

well..today is just a simple day as before...but i got a call at 9.25 and tt's a call tt i have been waited for a long time...and God have answer my prayer..i have been accepted by RMIT Uni to go over Aus for further studies...well,i'm happy abt it cause i hv the chance to go oversea to study..but here just wanna share something that is b4 i accept this offer from RMIT..i actualy struggle alot and i;m not sure whether i wan to go ornot..but when i go for the HUGE 04..God has touch my heart n spoke to me,but i still not sure abt it...and i ask God to show me once more time tt they will call me (because tt time i'm waiting the call from them to approve me,.,)..and i hv waited for abt 2 weeks after HUGE but there's no reply from RMIT...and when i really dun put much hope on it and coutinue study at my Coll where it started class last week...but something is there to ask me not to gv up and keep on praying...and true enuf i got the answer today!! and i just wanna thanx God and i hv learn something that we shall not gv up but as God has ask us to wait with patience and trust in him!.....

Nth much ler...

2005-01-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

well...today hv to wakeup at 9something to go for class...but my n my friends sleep at 4something the nite b4 and we hardly only manage to wakeup~..hehe..
and when for Malaysia Business Law...aih~..the lec is ok la..but we too tired till i fall asleep...hhmpp,,then no more class at afternoon d,went back n watch movie till 6something and untill my eyes also blurr d....then went to Zzz....untill forgot the time to eat dinner with my friends...hehe....aih~ total blur la today~..now at Cc playing games...tmr having class at 8 somemore...dun know how am i gonna wakeup for the class!!! uurrgghhh........

2005-01-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

Me & cindy(another pandi...)hahha....
hhmmpp is she pretty??...;)

2005-01-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

this is my kai mui~michel....hahah so short***...ooppss...

this pic is me,Mei Huey(eweyy..),Syen(the pandi),and mei cher..
take this pic at Huge 2004....

2005-01-16T13:27:00.000+08:00

hhmpp...today wakeup at 8 something to go to church..uurrgghh cant wake up cause yest nite play games till 3 something only sleep.~ hmmpp...not happy today cause Liverpool lost yest!! aih~....nth to say abt it..hehee...well now i'm just waiting for phone call to go n play golf.,although my leg still injurd but then dun care d,cause i'm so boring at home~...

2005-01-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

BenQ JoyBook 7000...
well just buy this laptop not long ...eemm about 1 month...

2005-01-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

well~ today wake up around 11~ cause i hurt my leg i cant went to play golf in the afternoon and my friends all keep on call me...i wanted to go but i know i wont play well if i go so i stay at home..play Underground 2 for almost the whole day ~ hehe...
then went to fetch my lil cousin come to my house n play! heheh she is cute!!! her pic is just uder here...

hhmpp....no mood today cause i cant watch Liverpool V Man U!!!! uurrgghhh got youth later~ maybe go youth then cabut after everything end....but i know Liverpool sure will make it today!!! heheheh

2005-01-15T14:58:00.000+08:00

well~ i'm holding a sushi that is full of wassabi inside and i have to eat it!!!
none of u wanna try it cause rite after i eat tt sushi my eyes turn RED n Tears came out!!

HellloOoooo~

2005-01-15T01:13:00.000+08:00

well~ just started to use blog and thanx to my *sis that is Michel, i'm so busy and no time to do my blog and she create it for me@! than ya! hehe..
hmppp wat n how should i start.....today is just a normal day for me, went n play golf at the afternoon and didnt pllay well and hurt my leg!! and now i walk abit cacat now...
hmpp tt's all....will be back soon~>..